I'm Not

Going to write about it here.  Well ok, except for this, because this is obviously about it.  But, after this I’m not going to write about it…unless I’m drunk.  In which case, I’ll probably just delete it.  I know you’re coming here.  I’m not sure what you’re looking for.  You have to know I still hate you.  You have to know that maybe I always will in some way.  I guess I want to be friends.  But I can’t do that until I don’t hate you quite as much.  Right now I don’t want to be your friend because I can’t be friends with someone I hate so much.  So…I just noticed you were looking and I guess I wanted you to find something, so that’s that.